After a nice long summer break life has taken over again.
University has started, and ongoing lists of to do’s keep me busy. I have been
thinking a lot about the things I want to take with me from the moments of
peace I had this summer. I travelled 3 weeks through Europe and saw the most beautiful sights, it certainly gave me a new feeling of wanderlust I never new I had in me.
While traveling I felt a lot more at peace and less stressed than
I had been feeling for months. I would like to spend the rest of the year less
stressed as well.
Somewhere along the way I lost my anxiety, my uncertainty, my
fears. Nothing really matters as I was with someone I dearly love, I had food
and a bed and money. Al the things I worry about on a normal day were not there
and it felt really freeing. Coming back home I made the promise to myself to
let go of my fears and uncertainty and to let myself a bit more free. Only 3
weeks have passed but I still feel less stressed and more at peace. One could
say i seem truly happy and madly in love.
In some ways it does feels like I found a new side of
myself and i'am loving it.
How do you feel about life taking over? Do you plan to change something this school year?
Lots of love,
Hanneke
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